Sedative

Tear off fingernails with steel pliers
the weekend’s here again
i’ve lost my appetite
people still buy merchandise off the shelves
life goes on but not the way i wanted it to
this peach doesn’t taste the same as it once did
my hearts fucked
put me on the donor list
maybe it’s me who needs to give
i’ll throw myself to the time clock in the mean time
i’ll buy a net and catch a warm summers day
climb up a tree and read a book
dangle from the roof or hang on a hook
i’ve lost track of time and the past 15 years again